You should’ve seen it coming. You deserved my anger and I have no regrets. It wasn’t at all me to act that way but there’s no way to express anger politely. You know what I went through before and having to experience it again, hurts twice as much. I’ve never expected that you would do the same.
I’ve always disliked the way you tend to avoid your problems instead of taking it as a man. I sincerly wanted to help, tried to get through to you and make sense of it all but all you did was push me away. I’ve never meant to harm you. But somehow you were always on the defense and in the end I turned into the enemy. Instead of fighting for us you just gave up. You have no sense of responsibility. The things you claimed in the beginning were just words. I guess I was also disappointed because I truly believed you.
Letting go is hard but I knew it was the right thing to do. But finding out by accident that you moved on with HER and this quick is an insult to what we had. Whatever it was between us it meant something to me. More than I thought it would. So sorry if this is “childish and aggressive” in your eyes but you should take a good look at yourself and look at what you did. Who’s immature now? You have the nerve, rude boy.
The thing is I like to learn from my mistakes and I don’t think you do. Same shit different frame, that’s what will happen. And you know what, I’m glad I won’t be the one who’ll be saying I told you so because I am not your friend. Also having to tell someone what to do or how to think is batshit tiring because someone your age should know better.
P.s. So back at you, you should grow the fuck up.
I am done with losing myself.
I deserve to be happy.
— John 21:12 (for me the essence of Easter, as taught at church today!!!)